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SeySorciere

Seychelles
1280 Posts

Posted - Nov 24 2020 : 05:12:58 AM

Dear Steve,

I am most touched that you shared all this with me in mind (although I am sure all who reads this will benefit). I have read it but will read it again attentively. Just reading your words about Love for/of the Source has my heart fire roaring. I am most certainly very much in Love with the Source. But like we know, there are layers to opening the heart and this has been at the back of my mind for some weeks now. I was thinking of starting the AYP heart-breathing practice to see what that brings. Right now I am in self-pacing mode and dare not add any practices.
I find myself dealing a lot with the lower centres these days. Not quite by choice but that is where kundalini takes me and I surrender to that. What is your experience of that?
As for self-enquiry, some months back my experiential understanding of the Self was I am That with That best described as ultimate Reality.
Today, this has changed again. I am nowhere to be found - not in the same sense as in the beginning of the process where "I" was emptiness, nothingness. It's a different feeling. I am not even That.

Sey

maheswari

Lebanon
2435 Posts

Posted - Nov 25 2020 : 03:28:17 AM

Hello Sey
Maybe there is no fixed answer to hold on to, and maybe there is no need to know,not knowing can be enough.
Or if that does not appeal to you, try sticking to I am .... removing That

Steve

276 Posts

Posted - Nov 25 2020 : 5:10:47 PM

Hi Sey,

I sent you an email through your AYP email address.

L&L,
Steve

SeySorciere

Seychelles
1280 Posts

Posted - Nov 26 2020 : 04:48:11 AM

I haven't received anything.

Sey

Blanche

USA
671 Posts

Posted - Nov 27 2020 : 09:00:20 AM

quote:
Originally posted by SeySorciere

As for self-enquiry, some months back my experiential understanding of the Self was I am That with That best described as ultimate Reality.
Today, this has changed again. I am nowhere to be found - not in the same sense as in the beginning of the process where "I" was emptiness, nothingness. It's a different feeling. I am not even That.

Sey

Well said, Sey. Things keep shifting at their own pace. We do not make a choice to go toward something or reject something else because what happens it is not at the level of the mind. I do not know what to say about the middle years. It feels like every day it starts anew.