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Blanche
USA
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 Posted - May 25 2023 : 4:59:56 PM
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Dogboy
USA
2293 Posts |
Posted - May 25 2023 : 9:12:29 PM
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Lovely  |
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interpaul
USA
551 Posts |
Posted - May 26 2023 : 01:41:22 AM
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| Happy to hear things are "moving" in a good direction for you. |
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SeySorciere
Seychelles
1571 Posts |
Posted - Dec 09 2023 : 04:21:07 AM
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Hello everyone,
More of my little stories.
Lately, Awareness moves completely into one thing and I am that thing and when I need to switch back into the perspective of my physical body, I feel disoriented for a second, looking for my body. Sometimes, Awareness is all of my field of perception and going back to the perspective of ego-self also causes ?me? to look for my body.
I don?t often hear people report inner sounds. Inner sounds have always been very active for me. Loud bangs and explosions (like last night), conversations that have nothing to do with me etc. I am never confident when hearing something in the night that it is happening ?external? to ?me?.
Sey 
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interpaul
USA
551 Posts |
Posted - Dec 11 2023 : 8:38:48 PM
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| Sey, Thanks for sharing your current state. I can relate to the inner sounds part, at least with respect to inner silence, which I hear as a tone in my head. I have not experienced loud bangs/explosions or conversations. I'd be curious if others have had this type of experience. Your awareness experiences sound like you have a deep focus that creates some friction on transition between states. I hope you find a way to smooth out these transitions. |
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SeySorciere
Seychelles
1571 Posts |
Posted - Mar 13 2024 : 04:30:13 AM
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Inspired by Dogboy, I thought I would add what ecstatic conductivity looks like for me these days (not everyday) - it is joyous laughter in every cell, along every nerve reverberating through the cosmic spheres. It is skipping on ocean waters, dancing with the stars, where I am both the music and the dancer.
Sey
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sunyata
USA
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Posted - Mar 14 2024 : 03:08:04 AM
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Dogboy
USA
2293 Posts |
Posted - Mar 15 2024 : 12:33:45 AM
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Sounds like your life is a poem  |
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SeySorciere
Seychelles
1571 Posts |
Posted - Mar 18 2024 : 07:27:27 AM
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I am feeling particularly inspired and in love the Sufi way 
Day dawns in bridal robes.
The ocean veiled in white.
I, shy bride, peek out the window,
waiting to welcome my groom's light.
Sey
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Blanche
USA
873 Posts |
Posted - Mar 18 2024 : 12:13:50 PM
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SeySorciere
Seychelles
1571 Posts |
Posted - Mar 22 2024 : 07:03:00 AM
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It is very clear to me these days that:
I am here and here is me. ?I? and ?here? are synonymous.
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SeySorciere
Seychelles
1571 Posts |
Posted - Aug 05 2024 : 06:04:53 AM
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Days run endlessly into weeks and I often have no clue as to where I am in time. It is a little frightening.
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interpaul
USA
551 Posts |
Posted - Aug 05 2024 : 7:33:38 PM
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| Sey, I can relate to this mindset on vacation but find weekly activities are grounded in routine. Do you have a completely unstructured life? |
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SeySorciere
Seychelles
1571 Posts |
Posted - Aug 06 2024 : 06:02:50 AM
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Hi Interpaul,
My life is actually too structured, very mundane.
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The Middle Years
