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rowan74
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 Posted - May 18 2011 : 1:49:14 PM
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First of all I'm not really sure if this question/description is supposed to be in "Enlightenment Milestones"...but at the moment it seems right.
Okay, here goes: about a week ago I was meditating as usual with AYAM, then after about 15 minutes or so there was the inner silence. But this time something else happened, which I try to describe as best as I can.
I had the feeling that I was two "Me" - my regular Me, and another Me which was somehow observing what no. 1 was doing. As if the one "I" was detached and the other "I" was like 'over there'.
Anybody else experience this?
all the best |
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kevincann
USA
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Posted - May 18 2011 : 2:12:51 PM
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Originally posted by rowan74
First of all I'm not really sure if this question/description is supposed to be in "Enlightenment Milestones"...but at the moment it seems right.
Okay, here goes: about a week ago I was meditating as usual with AYAM, then after about 15 minutes or so there was the inner silence. But this time something else happened, which I try to describe as best as I can.
I had the feeling that I was two "Me" - my regular Me, and another Me which was somehow observing what no. 1 was doing. As if the one "I" was detached and the other "I" was like 'over there'.
Anybody else experience this?
all the best
An excellent milestone, showing progress during DM. You needn't worry about your perception. Just easily find the mantra. If Brahama shows up in a chariot, smile and go back to the mantra. If "you" split into 10, smile and easily go back to the mantra.
Every thought, feeling or perception during DM is just scenery. Just easily go back to the mantra.
Perhaps this is your first taste of the witness state.. perhaps scenery. But good stuff.
I advise that you read up fully on Deep Meditation.. the book is quite excellent. I myself just bought the download.. its cheap and easy to read on my laptop. Nothing beats the book.
Good things are happening!
Love you,
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manigma
India
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Posted - May 19 2011 : 03:55:13 AM
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Originally posted by rowan74
I had the feeling that I was two "Me" - my regular Me, and another Me which was somehow observing what no. 1 was doing. As if the one "I" was detached and the other "I" was like 'over there'.
Happy Birthday Two You!
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maheswari
Lebanon
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Posted - May 19 2011 : 04:24:09 AM
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lol...manigma ..u are really good at playing on words meaning...
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with spituual practices we all notice that our sense of humour tends to increase
Dear Yogani u should add "increased sense of humour" as a benefit of meditation in DM book |
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Shanti
USA
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Posted - May 19 2011 : 10:50:35 AM
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Originally posted by rowan74
First of all I'm not really sure if this question/description is supposed to be in "Enlightenment Milestones"...but at the moment it seems right.
Okay, here goes: about a week ago I was meditating as usual with AYAM, then after about 15 minutes or so there was the inner silence. But this time something else happened, which I try to describe as best as I can.
I had the feeling that I was two "Me" - my regular Me, and another Me which was somehow observing what no. 1 was doing. As if the one "I" was detached and the other "I" was like 'over there'.
Anybody else experience this?
all the best
Hi Rowan,
It is a beautiful experience right? It is the emergence of the witness. I have experienced this, and many others have too.
At first it feels like a separate person... like I am watching over me... but you will soon get used to it and it will feel normal.
Good things are happening.
http://www.aypsite.org/forum/topic....OPIC_ID=7266
http://www.aypsite.org/forum/topic....OPIC_ID=5437 |
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yogani
USA
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Posted - May 19 2011 : 12:39:04 PM
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Originally posted by maheswari
Dear Yogani u should add "increased sense of humour" as a benefit of meditation in DM book
Oh, that is a given. When bliss is tickled in stillness, the result is endless laughter.
The guru is in you.
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kevincann
USA
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Posted - May 19 2011 : 12:43:37 PM
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manigma
India
1065 Posts |
Posted - May 20 2011 : 01:34:04 AM
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Originally posted by yogani
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Originally posted by maheswari
Dear Yogani u should add "increased sense of humour" as a benefit of meditation in DM book
Oh, that is a given. When bliss is tickled in stillness, the result is endless laughter.
The guru is in you.
LOL!
I was born laughing!
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rowan74
Germany
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Posted - May 21 2011 : 08:27:52 AM
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Thanks to everybody on giving me their opinion/info on this.
The experience wasn't really 'weird' or unexpected, it just happened and the reaction was something like "nice...intriguing" not so much in words but more as a feeling.
It came as a surprise since I normally "only" experience the silence and a feeling along the lines of 'everything is ok as it is - no need to search' combined with an involuntary farmer's smile
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Edited by - rowan74 on May 21 2011 08:47:13 AM |
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vijikr
United Arab Emirates
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Posted - Jun 29 2011 : 06:00:41 AM
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Awesome experience Rowan
May you experience more of the same.
Love n Light
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Yonatan
Israel
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Posted - Jun 29 2011 : 5:56:54 PM
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Nice experience Rowan
Just last week I was sitting in the bathtub and had the same thing you are describing. There was the chatter of the thoughts for a while and suddenly being with it all I noticed a deeper feeling like a deeper "me", and the thought came up: "there is another person here" (thinking of the chattering mind).....
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