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holldrip
USA
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 Posted - Jan 19 2011 : 11:20:41 AM
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I really need some help, lately I've been practicing kudalini yoga and some other spiritual practices and then some time last year all of a sudden I started shapeshifting (morphing)
Face
My face when I in public everyone will be looking at me wierdly and with fright and they form this strange expression on their foreheads. So from the look at it my face is shapeshifting/morphing and its so frightening to onlookers, however when I look at the mirror I see nothing except my normal face.
Posture
My posture also appears abnormal to onlookers. This is evident by the way people look at me even from remote distances and again they stare wierdly and with fright, so from the look of it my body is taking a strange, perhaps reptilian posture that is so unbearable to onlookers yet I don'y see anything changed on me when I try to look at myself
Voice
My voice sounds so strange when I'm talking by the way people react whenever I just talk, It seems as if it sounds so inhuman and its really strange.
I'm really in need of some serious help, I can't go outdoors, can't go to school and can't go to work, I've lost all my friends and neighbors, in society no body any longer wants to have anything to do with me and everywhere I go everyone trys as much as they can to keep a distance from me
Please if anyone really knows of whats going on with me and how to make it stop please help me, or of anyone who knows of someone who can help me, please really really help me, I'm scared I might end up dead.S
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Edited by - AYPforum on Jun 10 2012 6:35:39 PM |
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Yonatan
Israel
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Posted - Jan 19 2011 : 11:52:49 AM
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Hi holl,
I am so sorry to hear about that, you must be going through some very tough times. I can hear you.
Thank you for sharing.
I can share from my experience, that sometimes I myself have felt like I was emmiting a "dark" energy, and was very afraid of my own energies, which I believed people around me could sense.
Also at one time, I was at the gym exercising, and..... this is hard for me but I will tell it, there was a kid that was looking at me from behind a glass, and I looked at him, and it seemed like my eyes "shot" this ray of very fierce energy. He felt it, because he called his friend and pointed at me and I have felt soooooooooo weird and sad. This happened with another person in a mall, yes it was a time of inner turmoil and fear.
But!!!!! These times pass and you learn to accept yourself and your energies whatever they might be at any given time. The more you accept your current place, *whatever* it is!!! You will feel better.
Love yourself, you deserve it!
Love,
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Yonatan
Israel
849 Posts |
Posted - Jan 19 2011 : 11:55:58 AM
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Also, you yourself the inner self, can never be anything but light, know that. The fact that you do not like this and want to be in a better place, that in itself shows that you are conscious and Loving. Do not be afraid of this, and it will pass soon.
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holldrip
USA
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Posted - Jan 20 2011 : 12:59:58 PM
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Yonatan
HI, Thanks for the feedback, well I'm not sure if its just going to pass coz its been happening for quite along time now without any signs of improvements and it doesn't happen with just a few people but with everyone who comes across me, so I was thinking there could be a way to make it stop and if there could be anyone who knows how to. In your case it seems it just went away but its quite different with me. any suggestions still let me know I'll be glad to hear.
Holl
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mahabaratara
United Kingdom
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Posted - Jan 22 2011 : 11:53:07 AM
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I am sorry to hear this.
But try not to "think" about it as you are sending conscious thought and therefore energy there. It will only make it worse.
At the very height of my experience I was at my mothers and fathers and and was suffering extremely badly.
A cloud/ufo type shape exited my right temple and plain knocked the refrigerator door right off its hinges as it was in my sisters hands.
It was kinda cool and freakish at the same time.
To the best of my knowledge they did not see this energy release.
Its had a darkside quality.
What I can reccomend though is this book:
http://www.amazon.co.uk/Secret-Scie...15041&sr=8-7
I have read many many many books over the years but this one will make the hairs on the back of your neck stand up and will give you much needed insight into your specific personal nature.
You are a butterfly waiting to break free, dont lose heart now.
L
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JosephUK
United Kingdom
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Posted - Jan 22 2011 : 1:20:11 PM
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As a young man suffering form psychosis I am well aware of being a freak in the sense that I am little understood or accepted in wider society.
I have ha enery experience where the devil was possessing me and i could see people reacting to it around me.
I've developed a funny walk and i have difficutly socialising (No small talk :))
But if you focus your energy on your transformation, there a safe ways to reveal who you really are.
You need to be gentle withyourself and forgiving.
There is so much that goes on which cannot easily be understood, sometimes we search to no avail.
Acceptance and self love is key :)
p.s. you could try a combination of deep meditation and samyama on this issue.
releasing your intentions to heal/accept/learn from this part of yourself into the inner silence and see what transpires.
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holldrip
USA
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Posted - Jan 23 2011 : 10:14:47 AM
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Hey, thanks guys for the insights I'll try to look into each of what you suggested but are there no people like healers who can do something about it coz I believe my situation is Quite different from K awakening, its a spirit possession that I believe needs to be dispossessed from me, Just keep me briefed mybe I'm wrong I'll be glad to keep heareing from you guys
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Yonatan
Israel
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Posted - Jan 23 2011 : 12:20:16 PM
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Hi Holl,
Whatever it is, it is good to accept it the way it is. Something came up in my mind, a technique that Eckhart Tolle recommends --- You can try to feel your presence inside your body, go deeply into how your body and energy feels. Say there is a strange feeling inside your body that you feel at some point, you can try to catch that in your awareness, and *feel* it, even go deeply into the feeling. It may be uncomfortable, but you can try to even feel the feeling and the label "uncomfortable" in your mind when you catch it with your awareness. Another thing that you can try with this notion, is, sit in your room or a place with no one to distract you, and see what comes up.... Maybe sit for 5 minutes and see what comes up... boredom, fear, anger... let them all come up in your awareness and see how they just disappear- let them come up and let them go. Because the feelings in themselves are not "bad" or even "scary", it's what we label them and believe about them that cause most of our problems.
Love to you and all the Best!!!
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Nathan
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Posted - Feb 01 2011 : 11:15:17 AM
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Hello,
You might try the book 'Spiritual Emergency' by Stanislov Grof, or check out their website: http://www.spiritualemergence.info/
The way you think about the energy and processes is important. So if negative thoughts are dwelled on, they may be amplified by the energy. I doubt that you actually appear to be changing shape to any onlookers. Maybe the energy just frightens some people; but a lot of this is could be psycological, and the people around may not even be aware of anything unusual. Even practionioners that feel blissful may cause fright to the uninformed westerner if they witness the person having involuntary bodily movements, or making animal noises, etc.
Try to fill your life with positive and harmonious influences, like the books of masters, classical music, non-dysfunctional entertainment, and so on.
As has been said already, acceptance of the situation should be helpful. Remember that what you're going through isn't going to last forever. "This too shall pass." |
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RO0o
Argentina
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Posted - Feb 03 2011 : 10:43:29 AM
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If you believe in Aliens you could be experiencing a recessive Alien-DNA tweaking your human DNA. As in a hybrid with both DNAs (human as dominant, alien as recessive). But it would not be possible unless you are experiencing some kind of heavy illness/disease, not necessarily experiencing its symptoms. You could start by checking with a doctor for some kind of nervous system disorder.
But again, only if you believe in that. I don't, but could be your reality.
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RO0o
Argentina
40 Posts |
Posted - Feb 03 2011 : 10:53:51 AM
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| some say that your eyelids could be very revealing. |
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Chiron
Russia
397 Posts |
Posted - Feb 04 2011 : 04:07:00 AM
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If it is a negative spirit posession then try reading Robert Bruce's book "Practical Psychic Self-Defense: Understanding and Surviving Unseen Influences". http://www.amazon.com/Practical-Psy...p/1571742212
It is a hands-on guide on how to avoid and counteract influence from lower beings. There may be need to re-evaluate your lifestyle and weed out negative thoughts and emotions if this problem is to go away completely.
Just curious, has anybody actually said to you that your face/body appear to be shapeshifting/morphing, or is it something you assumed from their weird expressions? Have you ever asked anybody why they are looking at you like that? |
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Etherfish
USA
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Posted - Feb 04 2011 : 04:13:35 AM
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| Yes I was thinking the same thing. If you look at anyone for more than a fraction of a second, they will look at you. Try to ignore people and look the other way, and see what happens. Many people take it as an attack if you make direct eye contact. |
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