Well, it's been a few energy (kundalini) filled days now, and for a loooong while I felt like a dark cloud just hanging over me. But practices do change everything. I just went now on facebook, and on a page called "Messages from God" people can ask for prayers. So I browsed their prayers. And every now and then left someone a good intention for wellness.
And Now.... I feel good. Just good.
Thank You God, thank you Yogani. Thank you wonderful community.