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christiane
Lebanon
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 Posted - Nov 30 2009 : 10:18:17 AM
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Today, after weeks of dull senses and hell in the mind,
I just came out in the sun and ........
Just feeling the golden rays on my face made me cry..
The sun was sinply felt like a motherly hand caressing my cheeks..
So much Love... I just couldn't believe I missed this LIFE for all these weeks...
I just can't believe I have been such a sinner!
Not that I'm beating myself, but... how deep was my darkness!!
It is so simple.. it is around me, it is me!
I got in touch again with this feeling I have forgotten for so long..
Just this sun.. then I looked around.. saw life around..
those cars, those people doing their daily stuff, the birds, the wind, all this bright LIGHT of LIFE around...
As if I was seeing it for the very first time with new eyes..
I had tears in my eyes at every sight, at every scene I was witnessing, the same scenes I would have ignored or judged in a negative way days before..
All was full of life.. also the eyes was watching quickly from here to there.. like quick slides or flashes.. and I saw the whole programming of the society, how we program people through advertising panels and provocative images..
All was very fast.. I saw the long faces of old women in a taxi behind me.. but the compassion arose too.. I saw the love in the taxi driver.. I saw all people as one... beyond their misery, beyond their smiles.. I saw the same quality in all..
I just saw light everywhere..
And I realized that "I AM STILL HERE"! How lucky I am! I have the opportunity to be Love and spread Love around.
I have the gift of breathing and being in this beautiful body..
I am just enough as I am..
And the only words that came from me to Life were: "Forgive me Life for having been such a dead corpse all the past days..forgive me..you gave me so much.. what a waste!"
No regrets, just deep gratitude for all these gifts..
Thank you for the presence of each one of you. |
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Shanti
USA
4854 Posts |
Posted - Nov 30 2009 : 10:26:01 AM
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Thank you Christiane.
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Ananda
3115 Posts |
Posted - Nov 30 2009 : 11:22:29 AM
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and again thank you
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Richard
United Kingdom
857 Posts |
Posted - Nov 30 2009 : 11:35:27 AM
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| Thank you for sharing that insight...beautiful |
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cosmic
USA
821 Posts |
Posted - Nov 30 2009 : 12:28:05 PM
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Wow. Amazing and beautiful
Gratitude
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christiane
Lebanon
319 Posts |
Posted - Dec 02 2009 : 05:59:16 AM
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_/\_ to all of you.. thank you for feeling the heart..
We are all one heart. |
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sagebrush
USA
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Posted - Dec 02 2009 : 07:42:47 AM
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thanks for sharing. It gives me a sense of esprit de corp.
often I feel negative and down(corpsey).
For me I start a new job temporarily/seasonal and I feel more happiness to create income and movement.
what do you think created the shift in perspective/experience? The sun? And where was the sun before? What do you think people do who live in climates where the sun is not as prevalent ?
My sons second grade teacher taught the kids the song...
Here comes the son/Beatles.
It always made me smile to hear him sing it...
esp. the part that says "little darlin'"
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