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spinal_tap

Indonesia
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Posted - Jun 06 2009 :  12:38:12 PM  Show Profile  Visit spinal_tap's Homepage  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Message
I have not understand what is exactly god. But I wish to say that I have experienced the existence of an extremely superior being that guides our motion and emotion to fit into its plan with perfect timings. Some may call this being the ancient extraterrestial beings, spirit guides, holy spirits and many others. For me, I shall name it the god of my religion (I shall not reveal which for I believe every religion leads to the being).

The way I understand it for now, There are 2 ways to live. One is planning your every actions, emotions and thoughts for your ego, your self-defense mechanism. And then there is the second way, one that is centered on this being. Which is, questioning your role on this being's plan before you decide your actions. As for emotions and thoughts, I deem it impossible perhaps for a few that are gifted with that extreme a self-control.

I have fortunately be able for sometimes live the second way and I find life very relaxing and easy no matter how hard the challenges I face. Sometimes I do lose control, but when I remind myself of that second way, I realise that me losing control might be part of my role on the being's plan. After all, one cannot be right all the times.

The reason I am sharing this is because I hope that what I have come to understand may help those that needs it. Forgive yourself and belive that every mistake you made are all part of a bigger plans, maybe those mistakes and the lessons learned from there are to equip you for the next step in the plan.

Someone once told me "Born-losers that never give up are the most powerful because they are the ones that have the chance to understand the weakness of every winners"

I may be wrong, so please do not take this seriously. Life ain't easy but have a good life anyway everyone.

brother neil

USA
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Posted - Jun 06 2009 :  3:17:07 PM  Show Profile  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
thanks brother

Neil
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spinal_tap

Indonesia
40 Posts

Posted - Jun 07 2009 :  1:26:20 PM  Show Profile  Visit spinal_tap's Homepage  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
no worries bro. I'm sure I didn't express my opinion as best as it could be. but well, I tried my best.
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brother neil

USA
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Posted - Jun 07 2009 :  2:57:50 PM  Show Profile  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
ate you beating yourself up? if so, why?
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spinal_tap

Indonesia
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Posted - Jun 08 2009 :  09:29:38 AM  Show Profile  Visit spinal_tap's Homepage  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
I've been feeling uneasy since I decided to publish this thread. If that is what you meant by 'beating myself up', I don't know why..hope I find out soon though.

Thanks for your kind concern anyway.
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divinefurball

USA
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Posted - Jun 08 2009 :  11:06:41 AM  Show Profile  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
Hi spinal tap, I like your post, find it helpfull, and don't see you as beating yourself up at all. So don't be uneasy.

With Thanks, divinefurball
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