I just realized the missing puzzle of my lack of growth in spirituality. I saw a Budhha at the gas pump interview of Mata Pravajika who is of advaita faith who focuses on Niridhyasana rather than struti but both are important. Looks like my Bitri[Thoughts or modification of mind] is not about spirituality. Since working from home I have stopped listening to spiritual audio books like upanishads and bhajans or songs of God. I have started to focus on spirituality again and it is all coming back. Kundalini is real to me again. So now I have decided to open a discord server for spirituality for nepalese youth. I am from Nepal and most young people have no idea about spirituality. It's so cultural that youth take spirituality as superstition. I also have courage and desire to open and youtube channel and talk about spirituality and my perspective. My perspective is from aypsite, Advaita vedanta, Patanjali or Sam khyau, and now Kashmiri saivism and different types of Tantra schools including tibetian Buddhism. So can I link Aypsite in these channels and discord for reference or external knowledge?