This occurred last 2 weeks...on saturday again in the ashram
please forgive me for incorrect sequence
As usual, kundalini flowing strong i stand up ....the force in my hands reallllllllllllllyyyy gets stiff or strong but I am still able to move my hands normally....
First I bow to the family offering parasadam, somehow I just know who is offering....(now i go with the flow)
then there was an old woman really sick ...especially in her right hand....again I danced very slowly(mostly hand movement just like the postures in deities pic.)..sweetly......divinely before I reached her.....
But the amazing thing occurred, my Guru actually knows also....
it is the first time I actually did this .my hands were drawn up facing downwards as if I was about to dribble a basket ball..
AND HER LEFT HAND RAISED UP.... SHE WAS A NORMAL PERSON...AND THEN SOMETHING CAME OUT OF ME AND FIXED HER(WELL THIS IS WHAT i CALL IT)
and of course I felt the divine bliss (now I only get this when I help someone) a while after I focused on three very young girls 9 to 12yrs....the last one on the right .I can't remember which hand but very smoothly and slowly it cirled about half inch with palm facing outwards (she was fixed too)
for now I am learning........I have to put in about some years before I can actually do more
but I must admit. I experienced something different in a long while even though every devotee is different and special in their own way
Now I can't stop smiling....and bowing ....I do it so often
that's really fricken cool. man i wish i had some experiences like that under my belt. the craziest thing i have to offer is being kicked out of a zen group, and that's nothing to be proud of really. although it was a very very strange experiences. that sucks for me. most of my experiences are awkward and just plain wierd. i don't get many beautiful stuff going on... oh well
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Posted - Oct 06 2006 : 11:38:18 PM
