Is this normal? I noticed that when I meditate and prana arises, it arises with a much greater flow when I didn't 'ejaculate'
As Yogani mentioned in the subheading 'brahmacharya' it is necessary to withhold our 'lifeforce' or sexual energy.
I noticed that when I perform brahmacharya I have much more 'spiritual energy' flowing
A while ago, I was in a short relationship and I couldn't hold myself back
The next 3 or 4 days I missed my divine energy!
I fear that when I am in a romantic relationship I won't be able to withhold. It is also much easyer when you are a celibate, for me that is....
[b]Has someone experienced these 'feelings'[/b, suggestions or analogies someone?
It is not really fear, it is just a precaution not to talk to the other sex and to avoid them, not because of hate or whatever, just to keep that good sweet energy