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Posted - Jul 07 2005 : 5:47:09 PM
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528 From: Ashvin Sawhney Date: Sun Mar 27, 2005 0:33pm Subject: Re: When You Think Your Meditation's Derailed... ashvinsawhney Offline Send Email Yes, its powerful, its useful and its good. Yes, the mind has many tricks.
Ashvin
AYPforum@yahoogroups.com wrote: Message: 1 Date: Sat, 26 Mar 2005 23:49:29 -0000 From: "jim_and_his_karma" Subject: When You Think Your Meditation's Derailed..Think Again! (or just stop thinking!)
I just realized something after a lifetime of meditation that's completely transformed everything for me. I'm a little ashamed to say it, because I'm betting it's the most obvious, trivial, beginner observation imaginable. No doubt many of you figured this out in your first few sessions. It's a "duh". But I offer this for anyone who's been struggling with the same block, and I rush to note that it has nothing to do with AYP, and, indeed, is exactly the sort of mental construct intrusion that's supposed to send us gently back to mantra (observing yourself meditating - even extracting deep wisdom from what you're experiencing - is a trap of the mind).
when you're in deep meditation, with most of the more superficial chatter stilled, and your mind finds you and blindsides you out of nowhere ("shoot! did I turn off my stove??"), it doesn't have to bob you all the way back up to the surface and make you have to start from scratch. Even if your peace feels utterly punctured, you're not as far away from returning to where you were as you think. In fact, you're just a hair of a notch away. The notion that you've been totally disrupted, and need to go drill all the way back down again is just another trick of the mind (which has endless tricks, of course....which is why we work to bypass it rather than do battle with it!).
Even if you're in a holy, still moment and your mind shoots to the dinner reservation you forgot to make, paradise is not lost. Trust that you've drifted but a millimeter. Trust the state, trust the mantra, trust everything - it's just been a flicker. The safety net is closer than you think.
Man, this is powerful......for me, at least
Cordially,
Mr. Ashvin Sawhney
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