Wow, what an experience. I have managed to write my first book and have been going over it and re-writing it. I was trying to come up with something to explain the 'experience' of finding the true self.
I was writing this short piece over and over and the words just would not come, then, instead I realised I was using my Ego to write the words and I let the self speak. The words I wrote made me cry with joy, they looked like radiance and love on the page, as if the words had faded and burned away leaving only the beauty behind them. My heart just exploded outwards in a huge rush. It was completely unexpected. I realised I wasn't writing this for me at all.