I've come to realize recently that my meeting with my brother Yassine was very much similar to the meeting of Rumi with his master Shams Tebriz. That fiery and sacred transmission which happened between the two of them I've had the honor to experience in the presence of Yassine.
After Shams left Rumi, Rumi became mad with longing to God... After Yassine has left me the same happened here also... But unlike Rumi I wasn't strong enough to continue till the end... So I denied Yassine to my shame and denied the sacred gift i've been given... Now I am back with a lot of remorse...
During these last couple of days the intense longing have become oh so much unbearable I barely could sleep because of it and the name of Allah is always on my tongue and in my heart... I simply can't get enough... Like my heart wants to explode and my loins want to burn... I ask God to consume me in his flames... In the flames I've tasted in presence of Yassine. There I've found true peace.