the moment i emerge from sleep...the mind starts thinking...during those 7 hours of sleep the world did not exist pure bliss..." i am " only is present... unbearable and tiring mind...it never stops! sometimes i am able to observe the mind blabbering....sometimes not... too overwhelming i keep on reminding myself what Robert Adams (Ramana Maharshi disciple)says:entertain a deep conviction that the world is only a creation of your mind... or i mentally step back and remember the Atman... .. i guess this "struggle" is a good tamasic excuse to go back to bed and sleep......goodnight...lol...