Missed many days of practice. So this morning did my routine. I was looking into the dark as usual, but then I looked more closely and saw tiny twinkling dots of light in it. My rational mind said, oh, just more optic nerve firings, etc. But, I kept looking at them, and suddenly remembered were I seen these. The night sky. I saw the constellations like the Big Dipper, there in my noodle, like the depictions of the dome of heaven in scripture. Weird.
What it means I don't know, and doesn't really matter. Its just a trinket to keep one interested in the way.