You know, the one you grow up with The kind you know better than yourself
Anam chara
My friend can be ruthless as well as funny but since he is so known to me, and since his care has always been evident, anything he may say or do or not do lands openly in heart And like this luckily escapes minds evaluation
Like a life long friend:
Anam chara
The kind that never leaves no matter how many times I leave him through words or physics
I spent a whole day by the sea in Sandycove Embroidering a mandala on the theme of the Longing This most exquisite of teachers
At night came the sound of a vulnerable mandoline Fragile but strongly beautiful It graced the space of Dun Laoghaire and gently filled my heart with the naked courage of the one playing
Like a life long friend:
Anam chara
The kind that is not even a thought away
His looks are so familiar that his form beautifully vanishes when we commune And so friendship is all there is
Imagine my surprise then, when through the sound of the mandoline I discovered that I am in love with him
This life long friend While looking calmly at him from my seat by the Irish sea
Like a life long friend:
Anam chara
I have always loved him In awe, devotion and respect But not like this.....not in love as love..... Not sweetly like this.....
He is the most ordinary everywhere And I am in love with him With him!
Everything stops while it somehow still continues
And in this sweet drink the veil of the shine lifts Its loving depth reveals itself I am this loving Eye
Love is not blind So Truth is never alone Anam chara
I walked with another on the pier that night A brother on the pathless path He is new to me But his questions were older than I
A shift happened in this gap Before I was born again
Anam chara, my life long friend, is the moment always at heart:
The sweetest of drinks I am
Naked and utterly quiet Content I am
Drinking love to heart And heart to love
No beginnings - no endings And therefore no fear
Like a life long friend:
Anam chara
We may think the moth insignificant But it isn't It's attraction to the light is the most beautiful ever