whether it be buddha or krishna or jesus in us all honesty is the way through it all until our death through our actions we grow wiser we grow stronger as men and women to understand these things to do better going through ego death and alternate realities just another part of growing up a sense of honesty and justice believeing in humanity and compassion how we celebrate these years to rhythms of wonderful music no need of god or religion for truth is within us all and then putting it to action is the greatest art there is
i hope this will be a wake-up call to whoever wants to listen ive grown old of funny trip talking those years have come and went everything is falling into place now as my veins and muscles grow weaker all i can do is listen study to understand you people better these are my words of honesty if psychadelics help you then do it if youre ready for the mind broadening experience if police or the judge come please take me this is all of me you get my tears on a liquid crystal screen display feeling better now amen
no fear of limitations or what we all can see honesty and misery pain and affliction sin and true love this is something to believe in until that last breath i want to take with you all with study and poetry examining the beauty of you and this i will do it again thats something youll need to understand cheerful emotion induced by drugs
with more investigation we can come to deeper understanding of each other of the finest elegance of right now thank you for this moment sit back and concentrate and let meditation happen im ready now ive been ready a long time come with me wether is be crucifixions or killing people the way you show love once you understand there will be no more need for that i hope this will change anyone who comes across these words snakes caressing my brain with knowledge rising up through my spine opening up my third eye thank you this is who i am i hope this will help you understand who you are and why you do things the way you do an inspiration to breathe just as it is reality is an illusion art we can only laugh at it all and watch it pass us by as the millenia of years sweep by our toes like sands under your feet or water in wich you swim going through the deepest of misery to bring you this i only need an idle ear a poem of wisdom a true kundalini awakening the serpent has risen im no greater or less than anyone in this world neither are you please understand my brothers and sisters and share your years and sorrows with me
i fear these effects will not come back but please do but be careful, be easy on my brain be soft and meditative healing in nature inspirational too much love for chemicals to abuse them true ego death isnt when you go and do this and that it isnt around the corner dont you see it is within you respect for you as human beings i respect and love you all let go of your shackles leave your troubles behind do what you must until the illnesses come and take us away i dont want to live forever i have had my time i came and went left my mark in history i will do my best to share thank you cheer up, eat more peaches laugh at it all i dont know i love those three words dont want to say so many i and i and i sounding ego centered but i guess i am well as long as i can help you in wahtever you need just anything ask me i fear no evil dreams engage in those battles also with full heart and emotion no fear to die who cares how much time has passed lets fall asleep and do better the first thing in the morning love all women ugly and beautiful for you all have that spark cannot describe men can have it too just have to learn appreciate everything stop running from this and that just try to be the best in your actions please motivate yourself im so sorry pleace accept my sincere apologies my people.
your father is your father he is you also youre a great human being you know and you cant take that away from yourself or anyone you know for they know you as they know themselves hahaha..
try to live out all you can be treasure life for you are all gods eyes sculpture your body to be in service of others and lets not forget your very own pleasure also
Another relapse..
Posted - Jul 17 2009 : 7:41:06 PM
