last night, I felt very lonely, so I invoked Him.I am drawn to Lord Shiva.So He came, as we picture Him, wearing a cloth around his waist.Later on we were naked but He was far from me I asked him: why are you so far? Dont leave me He replied: I dont need to touch you.You can feel me from afar i was able to feel him sexually then tears started to run down my cheeks He was surprised.He said: you can feel me so why the tears? I found myself saying in an agitated way: I love You...I love You...God I love You..dont leave me Then I noticed a picture of my Teacher hanging in front of my bed.He was a monk, his eyes were closed, peacefully meditating Shiva was still in the background I said: Swamiji I love You..I love You...God I love you..dont leave me Then my tears stopped,my eyes fixed on the monk picture...and a deep silence came in ...
an experience
Posted - Dec 07 2014 : 04:57:43 AM
