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astralprojectee
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 Posted - Dec 26 2013 : 2:41:16 PM
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Since Sparkle seemed to really enjoy my last thread here titled Visualization critique http://www.aypsite.org/forum/topic....PIC_ID=13737 I will post a few new experiences.
So I've been doing these visualizations still, and damn sometimes they can seem real. Probably from all the porn I've seen. LOL But I try now to focus into a loving embrace, rather than sex while visualizing for the most part. Well a few days ago after not visualizing, or watching porn, or masturbating for a few days, (Note they say to have a wet dream you shouldn't touch porn, your genitals, or even think of it. Though perhaps doing the visualizations as I do, in the morning, in bed just may have an opposite effect.) (Also note: I’ve even come up with a name for this lady figure that is in my dreams, and visualizations. Her name is Crystal. So I will use her name from this point forward.) OK back to the dream, so I had a dream where I was on a bus and me and this young/middle age lady named Crystal was with her mom. And we had been doing a few things. I don't even remember. But perhaps our past activities are telling by what happens next. So I was just minding my own business, and she kissed this guy next to her shortly. But then when Crystal looked to me, she kissed me really long. But it was not just any old kiss, it was a very long kiss, on the right side of my neck, with a sucking. I don't know how to describe the suck otherwise. It was almost a like the natural suck of the old kiss when you make that noise with your mouth, you know. But it was different since it was a dream. It was like en energetic pulling/wanting. Dreams can be like that, you know. And it was not groping. So while Crystal was doing this long kiss, I didn’t act like I wanted it. But just naturally let Crystal express her desire to kiss me, if that is what she wanted to do. Kind of to see if Crystal was really serious about this. And the right side of my neck was tingling. And then I felt a real sense of love coming from this women, Crystal being brought out in me. I felt special I guess. Then a woke up. Haaaaaaaa sigh I have never had a dream like that, and only wish I had more. She was awesome, and a part of myself. I almost felt that even a real life person couldn't have done that. I've gotten kissed a few times, on the neck by a lady before in my life. And it didn't compare to this. If any of you have had wet dreams then I think you know what I am talking about. BTW I don’t really get wet dreams per say but I have had similar.
Anyway, I find these dreams to be awesome, though I rarely if ever get them, but when I do, they are very nice indeed.
OK so today I had a negative dream with my dad, my dad that had passed away some years ago. So were there, and I said some negative things to him. I don't want to say what I said, but it was negative in nature, and it actually had to do with a real life situation. And there was some negative emotions involved. So when I woke up, I felt like I wanted to do some visualizing. And so that is what I did. I had some trouble stabling it at times. When me in Crystal were in an embrace, I got these negative images that would come up. And it would interfere with our visualization time. OMG now I am actually really referring to his person as a separate being in my visualization. I guess that is good. IDK OK so it eventually reached a few peaks of intimacy, and negative interruptions which I usually don’t get. But I slowly started to feel better by the end, and Crystal started to feel better too. And I gave her a long meaningful kiss, with a suck I guess. And I was feeling pretty good, by then. And she the likewise returned the same to me in her own way. And I felt pretty darn good by then. I almost felt like I was in love, even after I got up. LOL
Well I hope you all enjoyed that.
Peace. |
Edited by - astralprojectee on Dec 26 2013 5:30:05 PM |
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BillinL.A.
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Posted - Dec 27 2013 : 3:46:15 PM
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I can relate Astralprojectee.
You explain so well the passionate feelings in dreams and visualizations like these.
I like where you say Crystal ..."was awesome, and a part of myself." That gives me so much hope! Affirming that dreams and everyday problems are a part of myself. Feeling them unconditionally opens the door to going beyond them.
It feels good to know we share similar experiences so thanks! |
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astralprojectee
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Posted - Dec 28 2013 : 02:37:24 AM
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Thanks BillinL.A. for replying. I suppose sparkle isn't on the forums right now to answer. Funny he chose the name Sparkle as his user name. And I chose Crystal as my dream girl name. Though sometimes I call her comic. But I like Crystal better.
Last night I got lucid for a little, a bit before getting up. And I was having a great sexual dream. Their still coming. I was energetically charged. It was short though. It all started when I started taking a couple types of supplements called glandular hormones. Who would have thought.
Anyway, I am glad someone commented, I enjoyed it. |
Edited by - astralprojectee on Dec 28 2013 04:20:19 AM |
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