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Katrine
Norway
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Posted - Feb 08 2006 : 08:34:20 AM
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Perfection
You know how perfection is sought by man, and how brutal we judge our faults? Well, one day the mud really hit the fan; I got cancer and went through some halts
I lost the illusions I had about life pertaining to control and security My tumors were neatly cut out with a knife; they said: “Out of true necessity
you should always remove or suppress imperfection If not, you will certainly die It is vital to control it by early detection; to wage war on this bodily lie”
When I refused chemotherapy, hormones and radiation, most people thought I was mad But as it turned out, this gave true validation to my thoughts on the medical fad;
the ones that hooked up with my need for perfection, saying symptoms are Gods mistakes But when I woke up I held an inspection, and it turned out my props were fakes
I now am imperfect almost by default, yet I have freedom and moments of joy I sing and I play; I am out of the vault I don’t care whom I might annoy
When the Greeks build their precious Parthenon, they deliberately faulted its angles My untrained eye cannot see this phenomenon, but in this way Parthenon dangles
imperfection as a means to timely restore a certain pulsing presence to the building; unveiling its sacred core; amplifying its vibrant essence
And isn’t it humorous that the epitome of perfection was revealed to me through pathology? Cells I thought deprived of intelligent reflection in the end proved my souls histology
Katrine 2003
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