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apachechief
Ireland
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Posted - Feb 22 2010 : 6:49:38 PM
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The Journey
What lies before me seems like a punishment for a guilty soul. So many things to own up to and lay before me, to release the responsibility thrown onto others and embrace the shadow, the dark shadow of all of my impure sentiments. My ego strives for perfection and even then, it seeks for more. It creates suspicion and anger, fear and judgement, where there can be none. I must face this journey alone and say goodbye to all that I love; I must embrace my insanity, my inner rage. In the light of darkness I am flawed, worthless and unloved. Lambs to slaughter in this world of control and fear, I wonder if I can face life without all the lies that I lived through in my life and that shaped the façade that presents himself to the world each day. The deeper one looks within, the more one owns up, the more one sees emerging from the lie. There is light at the end of the tunnel, but I am only at the beginning. The journey begins……….
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