poking a hole in consciousness , bleeding through time..the digestion of my soul tastes like vomit. feel it!
your guts *Hurt* because you are attached to the contents. with no attachments.nothing can touch you.. only then can one love freely..
thick veneers of wasted efforts .'endless trying' ....stranglehold illusions of mind....cutting cutting.. the jugular , juggernaut of my mind coming undone... endless strands stretching toward eternity.. begging for freedom . i need to sleep.
' I am fascinating!"
"no you are not . you are 'nothing'"
" feel that? this Truth is setting you free..."
" when you see you no longer 'are'. then ....you are a universal being..impersonal."
" this retching pain is setting you free.. no corners to hang onto.. fingernails gripping the wall of time is vanity.. feel nothing..as nothing is touching you.. only then can you love freely..in peace. "
"let it slide on the floor of 3D time.. feel the pressure in your head? that is you falling away and birthing.. in silence..like the snow falling. let it all go.. surrender. "
the framework of personality is pain. you are light on the edge of the windowpane.. ready to be absorbed.. let go.
spiritual madness.....
Posted - Feb 21 2010 : 1:39:26 PM
