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paw
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 Posted - Aug 13 2009 : 10:24:23 PM
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I've said on this forum in the past that I felt that occasional ejaculation is not that big of a deal for a male yogi, ie it doesn't lead to illness and death.
I still feel this is true, but I have been conserving all fluids for a while now, and I am really feeling the benefits. If I was to release fluids now, I think I would experience a big energy letdown.
Instead, I find myself riding a fountain of bliss, just as yogani promised I would.
I still practice maithuna, without release, as often as I can (once every week or two, but sometimes weeks longer-all depending on availability of partners. My spouse is still low in libido and general interest in sexuality). Combined with vajroli/sahajoli mudra, this practice circulates the ojas to the head chakras, and relieves any pressure building up in the genitals.
But deep meditation has become easier and more blissful because of this practice. And my sexual stamina is much improved, as I experience 5 or 6 orgasms in the pelvic chakras in a long session. Afterwards, I feel sexually spent in the pelvis as if I had ejaculated, but without the fatigue or energy loss that accompanies "hot sex". And I experience high states, moving past subject/object, and leaving me swimming in colors and bliss.
The coolest part is, I have become a devotee of Divine Mother, and now I become intoxicated with her divine love. She beats in my heart. I feel an erotic charge in my relationship with her dance, that carries into all my activities. And every woman I see has become a beautiful deity, a manifestation of the Mother's love and beauty. How cool is that?
Really, the only "problem" I have encountered with this practice is that my desire for maithuna has increased, mostly because it not only feels so good, but because it is such a powerful adjunct to other advanced yoga practices. And I find myself wishing I could cultivate more relationships and practice partners, especially as my spouse has lost interest to such a great degree.
I recommend serious yogis to study and practice yogani's lessons in tantra practices, they work. |
Edited by - paw on Aug 17 2009 8:08:42 PM |
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