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mimirom

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Posted - Dec 21 2008 :  7:52:37 PM  Show Profile  Visit mimirom's Homepage  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Message
A Dream About a Whale



I was a member of a symphony orchestra, of my orchestra, and this time we participated in some theatre performance. The atmosphere was peculiar and that day the orchestra was arranged in a very unusual way real orchestras never are, nor would it be possible. In this performance the orchestra was to play without a conductor.
Later, for an unknown reason, I came to making a choice whether to stay and live with the orchestra or to live one year inside a whale. I think there was also another possibility to just try, or taste how it would be to live inside the whale, I don't know exactly how. I decided for a life inside a huge, kindly sea animal.
Then a negotiation was to come. I was supposed to hold some speech or somehow make the whale believe that it is good to take me inside. An entrancing and beautiful scene on the open sea followed. I saw myself from a point behind and slightly above, standing on the sea surface and talking. The Whale was floating in front of me, listening carefully. After a short speech she agreed, swiftly opened her huge mouth, sucked me in and closed it again.
I found myself in vast spaces inside that sea animal, diving into the depths, deeper inside, to live there my new life inside that Whale. It was beautiful. Light was coming in and i felt safety.
In the next scene someone spoke to me. The voice was telling me that there is something connected with the life down there, what I may not like or what may not be pleasurable. Some kind of regular ritual, or duty, that it is necessary do at times. I got a suspicion that the unpleasant part to this will be related with direct contact with the Whales physicality. I was guessing the wet living tissue and my close contact with it, somewhere inside that body. My willingness to undergo this necessity immediately turned into a situation, where I was supposed to press my whole body into an opening in the Whales tissue, and I knew that once I'll manage to press myself inside it sufficiently, the tissue will embrace me in and take me through some procedure. Someone was helping me to widen the opening with some kind of mechanical positioning device, as if prepared for people of various sizes, but I wasn't able to fully surrender and accept the close contact with the living tissue of the Whales internals. I couldn't get in.

Edited by - mimirom on Dec 21 2008 7:55:03 PM
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