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Behumanswithhumanity
Australia
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 Posted - Nov 28 2016 : 2:49:16 PM
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Okay! I made a mistake. I do not want this anymore.
I do want want this energy, these symptoms or any kind of meditation.
I only did this for 2 days! And last night was TERRYIFYING.
I am ignoring now. That's all I can do. I did not meditate last night. But I need to KNOW something. How safe are people around me! The symptoms were so bad that I
Felt I was going to become possessed and kill everyone! Will that happen? Can that happen? Should I run away and sign myself into hospital? I thought I was going to die.
I couldn't sleep out of fear. Please help me. I just want Jesus now. I don't want this anymore, please help me! It was that bad I told my husband to hold me down if I try to get out of bed. I actually thought I was going to become satan. Can I leave this now? Please? And please don't say meditate. I can't! |
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lalow33
USA
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Posted - Nov 28 2016 : 2:59:03 PM
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| What did you do? A third eye meditation? If you are freaking the f*** out, go outside. You will calm down. |
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Christi
United Kingdom
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Posted - Nov 28 2016 : 3:38:38 PM
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Hi Behumanswithhumanity,
It is good to stay calm. What you are experiencing is fear and paranoia. Both are not uncommon symptoms, when kundalini is awakened prematurely.
If you feel that you need to get professional help, because you are worried that you may harm someone, or yourself, then do that. You may also find that going for a long walk in nature (2 or 3 hours) will calm you down. Take someone with you, such as your husband or a friend, if you are concerned about going alone. Walking will help to ground out the energy and it is having too much energy that is causing the feelings of fear and paranoia. There are other ways that you can stay grounded and you can and should use all of these.
You have experimented with a technique and you have awakened something. It does not need to be the end of the world, and in a few days, or weeks it will only be a memory. So stay centred and strong and take good care of yourself. Nobody is out to harm you and in fact there are many people wishing you well. More than you could imagine.
The more grounded you can get (the more you walk and stay physically active) the easier you will find it to sleep at night and the less fear and anxiety you will experience.
Make sure you do go to a doctor if you feel that you cannot cope.
People can become possessed, but it is unlikely that you are. Most of your symptoms are the symptoms of a premature kundalini awakening, rather than symptoms of possession. Over the years I have advised on hundred's of cases of premature kundalini awakening and many cases of possession. I believe that if you follow the advice given, you will feel better in a day or two.
Do keep us updated in this topic on how you are getting on.
Christi
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Behumanswithhumanity
Australia
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Posted - Nov 28 2016 : 3:49:15 PM
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Thank you!!!! Thank you I will do!!!
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Nov 29 2016 : 10:03:32 PM
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It is scary in the beginning as you have found out you are not alone. I wanted out of this also at one time.
Can somebody post a link to my original post? I don't know how to do it
If it's a good idea? |
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Bodhi Tree
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Posted - Nov 30 2016 : 12:17:57 AM
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http://www.aypsite.org/forum/topic....=16129#16129
(In the upper header of any post, there is an icon of the Earth with a blue arrow pointing to the right. If you hover the mouse over that icon, it will say "Get a Link to this Reply", and if you click on it, a window will pop up with a link to that particular post.) |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Nov 30 2016 : 07:27:06 AM
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Ok, thanks!
And just a reminder time is a healer of all things! 
If I can do this anybody can! |
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sunyata
USA
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Posted - Nov 30 2016 : 12:51:37 PM
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Originally posted by JR8036
And just a reminder time is a healer of all things!
If I can do this anybody can!
  . Made me smile and my heart melt reading this, JR. I'm happy for you. |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Dec 02 2016 : 09:26:40 AM
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jh36m
USA
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Posted - Oct 02 2017 : 02:43:04 AM
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| I needed to read this. I'm having this too. It gets real blissful, then scary type horror visions later. For many years way before kundalini i feared myself being bad. I dont think i'm a bad person. I've stopped all prayer and any meditation for the seeable future. But its weird because I'll be minding my own business and I'll see people hug or just hear the word love or remember an old friend and I'll have this very intense powerfull overpowering love that makes me weak and breath different. I really have to say thanks. You people are real good to me. |
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jh36m
USA
44 Posts |
Posted - Oct 02 2017 : 06:02:47 AM
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| this is how easily it happens, i havent prayed in days but lay down for a few seconds and thought about someone talking about entering the light on the forum, and how nice it would be for a little while and it happened fast, i had bliss, muscle twitches and kryas. its just a thought away, is that meditation? havent felt it like that in a few days and it happened fast. |
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filip
Slovenia
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Posted - Oct 03 2017 : 4:47:27 PM
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People can become possessed, but it is unlikely that you are. Most of your symptoms are the symptoms of a premature kundalini awakening, rather than symptoms of possession. Over the years I have advised on hundred's of cases of premature kundalini awakening and many cases of possession. I believe that if you follow the advice given, you will feel better in a day or two.
Do keep us updated in this topic on how you are getting on.
Christi
Christi how do you distinguish if someone is possessed ? What are usual symptoms and how do people get possessed , with some practice or it happens randomly ? |
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Marvin1991
Sweden
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Posted - Jun 26 2018 : 5:52:30 PM
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I hear ya, experienced the same lately for a while and it have been a havoc for me, thought my mother was in my food and my mother was an evil being which I had brought our by opening the hell gate.
Feels good that its not only me that experiencing it, even though it is ****ed up. Hope you solve it out! |
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