i wish to fall like a drop of rain without contact forever downwards hitting the ground like a teardrop exploding on impact my form dissolved in the earth a welcome return
i peer through the crack into the blazing light consumed by its brilliance but contained and afraid blinded by love and and angered by its limitations my narrative is self written with the ink of desire
how to love something that is despised by the heart a paradox indeed when the other cheek must be offered but the pearls should not be given to the swine all lessons i suppose its just that the class is empty
the deeper i go the more the prize seems too complicated yet the simplicty of need is all we really want aspiration becomes ownership and from mine it becomes yours and not ours as i am sure the sweet lord intended
through my limited being i reach for understanding and at times its abundantly clear i am thirsty so i dig a well deep as my mind is able and i drink and drink and drink .