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JR8036
USA
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 Posted - Jul 25 2016 : 3:43:43 PM
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Lol I am the opposite I don't like getting scared. Keep in mind this is a dream when your in the middle of a drug deal and it goes south and the cops tell you to get out of here because your not involved? I almost start sprinting to my car I get 10 feet away from my car and I wake up. Scared like crap cause I thought I was going to get in trouble not knowing it was a dream at the time.
The way they told me to leave should have been a hint because I doubt they do it like that in real life. Yes I did run with a rough crowd when I was younger. Thankfully I'm not around them much now. |
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lalow33
USA
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Posted - Jul 25 2016 : 3:50:54 PM
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| Oh I get demons chasing me, or I'm naked on my paper route, or I can't graduate college because I forgot that course. |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 25 2016 : 4:35:38 PM
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Being naked in public would be the worst I think. Might be worse than being in the middle of a drug deal gone bad.
Even though they let you go. In the craziest of ways.
Crazy thing is, is that I can remember almost every single detail. Plus remember the exact time I woke up. Which it was almost midnight. Lol
That was the first dream my second one wasn't scary it was just strange. |
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BlueRaincoat
United Kingdom
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Posted - Jul 25 2016 : 5:43:03 PM
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Originally posted by JR8036
Hope it's a few more years before I have another one. Freaked me out big time. It has been a while since I was that scared.
Hopefully in a few more years you would have worked on your inner silence and the dreams will not trigger fear. I remember some of my dreams that would normally be considered nightmares, but they were not at all scary because my emotions were not hooked. Just watching from the witness the play of the mind. This is what regular meditation can do for you.
I wish you good progress. Enjoy your practice. |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 25 2016 : 6:10:14 PM
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Thank you blue,
I will definitely be doing my best to keep a regular meditation routine. For one it seems to be the only thing that cures my headaches. I really do want more inner silence also after reading all about it and what it can do think I have a little of it but obviously not enough of it. Can't wait for more of it. |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 26 2016 : 07:27:50 AM
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Thankfully no scary dreams last night just strange ones.
One thing I have noticed is I seem to be a bit more rundown for no reason at all work is not any more stressful than normal. I have been sleeping like i always have been and even trying to get more sleep. On the weekends I don't use my alarm I just let my body wake me up. And I still feel run down.
Does k use more energy or extra energy than what I normally would on an average day? Plus last night I felt a pulsing sensation on my forehead. And thought there is no way my 3rd eye is starting already. That has been the only time I felt it so far.
Maybe just posting like this everyday is helping me as well. |
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BlueRaincoat
United Kingdom
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Posted - Jul 26 2016 : 08:15:01 AM
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Originally posted by JR8036
One thing I have noticed is I seem to be a bit more rundown for no reason at all work is not any more stressful than normal.
It could well be a sign of purification. K energy doesn't to this in itself, but if it hits blockages then yes, you can feel tired. Make sure you self pace. What is your practice routine / how long you're meditating for each day? |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 26 2016 : 11:13:27 AM
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Twice a day first time is when I wake up 2nd is when I get off work both times I use 10min each time.
I don't think I have any blockages but then again I don't know. I have had my energy go all the way to my head before bUT that was a long time ago. |
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Charliedog
1625 Posts |
Posted - Jul 26 2016 : 11:30:47 AM
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Maybe just posting like this everyday is helping me as well.
Yes JR, journaling can be an important self-inquire tool, for me it is, really helpful.  |
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jean
Germany
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Posted - Jul 26 2016 : 4:44:23 PM
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Yes that is also my experience.
The mother shakti  uses the energy/resources in your body for the transformation.
That is why it's important to have a nutritious diet with lots of vitamins.
I have to take supplements especially Vit. D,B and C. I had a phase where I literally had no power to go through the day.
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Originally posted by JR8036
Thankfully no scary dreams last night just strange ones.
One thing I have noticed is I seem to be a bit more rundown for no reason at all work is not any more stressful than normal. I have been sleeping like i always have been and even trying to get more sleep. On the weekends I don't use my alarm I just let my body wake me up. And I still feel run down.
Does k use more energy or extra energy than what I normally would on an average day? Plus last night I felt a pulsing sensation on my forehead. And thought there is no way my 3rd eye is starting already. That has been the only time I felt it so far.
Maybe just posting like this everyday is helping me as well.
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 26 2016 : 5:55:05 PM
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Thank you Jean
I thought it was strange that as work slowed down normally I would get rested again. However I have gotten rested some but not as much as I thought. I did find it strange to be run down when work was slow and my sleeping routine was pretty much the same as it always has been.
Of course some days are always better than others. During the work day it hasn't been as bad but during the evening is when I notice it. |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 27 2016 : 11:56:12 AM
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I got another question. Lol I am taking this weekend off and going to the lake fishing. The thing is my friend that i am going with knows nothing about my situation or the fact that everybody has k and what it does. This will put my knew meditation routine to a test for sure. How do you guys do it on these kind of situations?
He is close minded and I am not even sure if I should even say anything about it. |
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Dogboy
USA
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Posted - Jul 27 2016 : 2:29:11 PM
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 27 2016 : 5:55:05 PM
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Thanks I will keep that in mind.
I guess i could try skipping a time or 2 again and see if I will feel like crap again. See if my first test was a fluke or not. Lol |
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Dennis
USA
83 Posts |
Posted - Jul 28 2016 : 01:23:10 AM
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Meditation is gaining popularity and is widely accepted. Just keep the K part out of it.
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Charliedog
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Posted - Jul 28 2016 : 02:36:56 AM
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| If you would like to have benefits of meditation, better not skip it, you don't skip brushing your teeth don't you? Your friends get used to the idea that you meditate, and maybe some will join you. Fishing and meditation has something in common, mostly lake fishing men seek silence too. |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 28 2016 : 03:53:44 AM
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Thank you Charlie that is exactly what I wanted to hear. Can't believe you are the only one that could see that answer.
I'm curious what would fishing and meditation have in common? |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 28 2016 : 09:17:19 AM
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There is some things I have noticed alleady that has changed. Some situations I don't get upset at no more especially with driving there are some things I just go. Meh.. Who cares.. Lol
Where as before I would have gotten upset and now I know that does no good for most things. |
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lalow33
USA
966 Posts |
Posted - Jul 28 2016 : 12:07:12 PM
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| Have a good time on your trip. I'm sure you'll make the right decision about whether to talk to your friend about meditation. |
Edited by - lalow33 on Jul 28 2016 12:07:45 PM |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 28 2016 : 9:42:10 PM
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I will thank you.
Thought I would also add that my body was 100% calm today. I don't know what it was I did or ate for it to be that way but hey I'll take it. |
Edited by - JR8036 on Jul 28 2016 10:40:23 PM |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Jul 31 2016 : 9:15:43 PM
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Oh wow. I did not realize being on a lake for a couple days would be good grounding. I did not get in it but just being on it in a boat was enough for me. I felt somewhat like a normal human for 2.5 days. Lol if that is possible anymore. Lol
I think I know the answer to this but my friend was complaining about his back being sore. Granted it was rough for part of a day and I think that has something to do with it. K is not contagious right? I mean I did not start his did I? |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Aug 02 2016 : 07:20:00 AM
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This is strange as days go by 1 by 1 I am noticing my brain gets emptier and emptier. I am not thinking as much as I used too.
I have noticed during the day my mind will be totally blank not even thinking about a thing then I will catch myself doing it. Strange. |
Edited by - JR8036 on Aug 02 2016 07:38:26 AM |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Aug 05 2016 : 07:53:21 AM
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Ok this morning was a bit strange. I woke up Then did my meditation then got dressed. After I got dressed I started to think doing a couple yoga poses would be a good idea so I did.
The thing is when I was doing them I started to think wtf am I doing? A couple days ago let alone yesterday you would not catch me dead doing them. I have asked this before and I will ask this again. Wtf is happening to me!? 
Am I changing and I don't even know it? |
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JR8036
USA
281 Posts |
Posted - Aug 05 2016 : 11:14:11 AM
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Now, to add to my strangeness. Lol
This morning all I can figure is God heard my cries for answers. Because isaw myself entering a door. Part of me was looking inside. I never saw what was there but, a sign on the door said "New Future". A small part of me is all ready in my new future while the part that isn't has a death grip on the past not wanting to let go.
It wasn't even 20 min later after I saw that clip of myself. I heard a voice in my head telling me "do not be scared".
It is almost getting beyond freaky at this point. |
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Charliedog
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Posted - Aug 05 2016 : 11:40:38 AM
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is this kundalini? what do i do now?
