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maheswari

Lebanon
2516 Posts
Posted - Nov 13 2012 :  2:30:31 PM  Show Profile  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Message
I am a bundle of attachments
Attachment to the beauty of the body
Impeccable the body must remain
alas the body is withering away
as the clock is ticking

I am a blizzard of thoughts
Perfectionism thoughts
Control thoughts
Planning thoughts
Fear thoughts
Love thoughts
Hate thoughts


What do I want ?
Someone to tell me all day long that I am beautiful
Constantly reassuring me that I am the love of his life

The beautiful facade is falling apart
The skeleton of my reality appear
Emotions of
Abandonment
Insecurity
Ignored
Not good enough
A lack


All this perfectionism
Failed in keeping my lover
He walked away
The next lover will also walk away
The pattern will repeat itself

Let those tears
Wash my face
Maybe releasing some of my obstructions
maybe releasing some of my misbelieves
maybe releasing some of my stories

Oh Mother emancipate me from myself
Oh Mother break this bondage

Shanti

USA
4854 Posts
Posted - Nov 13 2012 :  3:02:19 PM  Show Profile  Visit Shanti's Homepage  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
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whippoorwill

USA
450 Posts
Posted - Nov 13 2012 :  4:43:01 PM  Show Profile  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
I know. More than anything, I want to be precious. But I am. And you are.
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kami

USA
920 Posts
Posted - Nov 13 2012 :  9:10:24 PM  Show Profile  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
Beautiful!!

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mattb23

Australia
99 Posts
Posted - Nov 14 2012 :  08:29:14 AM  Show Profile  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
Moving, tender, real...BAM!

We cam all definitely relate to those thoughts and emotions in our own way, male or female.

The more light you shine on those shadows the more they'll melt away.

Much respect. Stay strong!

Joined in Prayer,

Matt

http://kamikazewarrior.wordpress.com/ br /
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Bodhi Tree

2972 Posts
Posted - Nov 14 2012 :  5:01:04 PM  Show Profile  Visit Bodhi Tree's Homepage  Reply with Quote  Get a Link to this Reply
Very strong, very strong. Lots of empathy pouring in.

May the kiss of the goddess touch you, and melt you in her breeze.
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