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astralprojectee
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 Posted - Dec 09 2013 : 02:00:09 AM
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I want some opinions here guys and gals. I am experimenting with the idea of using love in my visualizations. Be totally honest I admit that I do use lust. What do you think of this as a whole? The end goal is love. So I have been using visualizations with a sexual women. It's always in the same place. Today I had an interesting experience, the women walked out on me since I had feelings of guilt. And then I had her come back, but this time it was different we really connected. And I did that by changing her role into someone that needed me and who has messed up herself, and she needs my support. We were in an embrace, and my lust turned it's focused into feeling into my heart and hers. I had teared up. Though I didn't feel like crying. But I most definitely felt the some love, and even a connection with my visualization.
Don't be afraid to speak your mind. And let me know what you think about what I am doing. Though I am basically trying to convert lust into love. For some reason I don't watch porn as much as I use to. And when ever I do I am very picky about my choices, as I view a lot of it as archaic. LOL Yeah I said it, archaic. They need to start evolving and rethinking what sex is all about. And it would help if the women initiated the change, anyway I digress.
I've also noticed that hormones greatly increase visualization power.
So be totally honest what do you think of what I am doing?
BTW I have meditated quite a bit. Been doing it off and on for years.
Thanks, peace. |
Edited by - astralprojectee on Dec 09 2013 8:13:54 PM |
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Sparkle
Ireland
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Posted - Dec 09 2013 : 8:51:11 PM
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"Today I had an interesting experience, the women walked out on me since I had feelings of guilt. And then I had her come back, but this time it was different we really connected. And I did that by changing her role into someone that needed me and who has messed up herself, and she needs my support. We were in an embrace, and my lust turned it's focused into feeling into my heart and hers. I had teared up. Though I didn't feel like crying. But I most definitely felt the some love, and even a connection with my visualization."
Interesting emotional connections, maybe you can learn a lot from this. One way of learning is to realise that everything in your visualisation is a projection of you and examining yourself honestly in this regard could be very useful for you.
With regard to using sexual desire as a platform like this is also very useful, in my opinion. The fact that it transmutes to the heart and you are feeling emotions in association with the relationship, even if it is a visualisation is great work. And also enjoyable by the sounds of it  
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Radharani
USA
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Posted - Dec 10 2013 : 01:23:22 AM
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Well, it sounds like you are in fact using this practice to transform lust into love, based on the results you are getting.
I agree with what Sparkle said about examining everything in the visualization as a projection of yourself, too. Like, could the woman be a part of yourself that wants reintegration?? etc.
re: the archaic porn, I haven't seen a whole lot of it, but from my limited exposures I agree with you. (mostly boring and gross, IMO). However, Jenna Jameson and other female producers have begun to try to change the situation.
In any case, sexuality is part of spirituality and if you can successfully channel that energy into your practice, so much the better!
Of course, I would question where REAL relationships with women figure into this. One would think that interaction with real people would be preferable to visualization, but if you happen to be alone, we work with what we've got, right? But if the visualizations (or the porn) got in the way of healthy relationships with actual women, then that would be a big red flag.
All the best to you! |
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astralprojectee
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Posted - Dec 11 2013 : 9:48:44 PM
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Thanks guys for your replies, I appreciate it. It helps confirm what I am doing is OK. And I couldn't have don't it without my hormones for not only giving me my sex drive back, but helping my meditations. Once again I can on becoming aware of awareness in an experiential way. It's just another thing in my repertoire for spiritual growth. 
Peace. |
Edited by - astralprojectee on Dec 11 2013 10:08:35 PM |
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