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Lesson 64 -
The Ecstatic Silver Thread (Audio)
Date: Fri Jan 2, 2004 0:27pm
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Q: I think I have gotten a little carried away with the mulabandha. It just
feels sensually very good to do it, especially moving it around, pulling it
up and so on. Well, I don't want to stop doing it. I noticed after practices
yesterday while I was walking outside that the energy I have been playing
with in mulabandha is coming up in a very fine line, like a thread of
pleasure coming up in my pelvis and lower spine. In my mind's eye it looks
silver, a searing silver feeling, and is both hot and cold at the same time.
Is this kundalini? My heart is swooning before this new experience.
A: Yes. A very good experience. A milestone. It is another way kundalini can
manifest in the beginning stages of awakening. It gives clarity to the
spinal nerve too. So be sure and take advantage of that added definition in
your spinal breathing practice. You will soon find the thread going all the
way up to the point between the eyebrows, and a direct connection with
sambhavi will emerge. This is the rise of ecstatic conductivity in the
As for the desire to engage in mulabandha for the pleasure of it, there is
nothing wrong with that. Actually, if you are moving rhythmically with it,
it is asvini mudra, and that is okay too, as long as you are responding to a
natural urge. Was it ever said here that spiritual practice is not supposed
to be pleasurable? Just the opposite. If it is pleasurable, it is just
right. The path to enlightenment is a path of pleasure.
Having said that, make sure you do not completely disrupt the structure and
procedure of practices with your ecstatic reveries. Remember, you are going
for much more than beginning experiences of ecstasy. If you stay true to
your practices, the experiences will steadily advance.
Spiritual practice can evolve into a wonderful ecstatic party twice a day.
It will, and it will spread out into every corner of life. But make sure it
remains a party with a plan. Continue to follow the easy procedures for
pranayama and meditation. Remember that engaging the attention excessively
in experiences will be at the cost of spiritual practices. As for what you
do with it as it expands into your daily life outside practices, it is
entirely up to you. Enjoy!
So party on, but do it responsibly. There is much more in store if you keep
your practices intact no matter how good the experiences get.
The guru is in you.
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