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July 14, 2010
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Q: From time to time, I have experienced the awareness of "something" which
I take as some being very close to me, watching. The other day, as I went to
nap, there was a sense of something hovering over me, closer
than usual, and like directing energy to my face, which gave me the jitters!
Then it passed. Regarding guardian angels, spirit guides and the like,
they say everyone has one. Is it true?
A: The influence we may notice from a spirit or entity is always a function
of our own receptivity, including the attention and energy we give to it.
The more attention we give to such phenomena, the more we will notice them.
So, if we notice such things, it is good to regard them without much
intention and let them go in stillness. That way, whatever they are will
have a positive (samyama) effect.
As we continue with practices, we may notice more positive spirits and less
negative ones. As our consciousness becomes more based in stillness, we go
beyond the negative ones, and finally beyond the positive ones too. It is
fine to notice these things as part of the scenery going by. Then let them
go. As we say, favor the practice, and your life, over the scenery. Entering
into a relationship with a spirit or entity, positive or negative, is a side
track, and not recommended.
When we began meditating and doing spinal breathing pranayama, we also began
opening up our inner realms. There is certainly life in inner space, so it
stands to reason we would notice some of it. But this does not mean we will
come unduly under its influence. With the expansion of our inner
purification and opening, the vastness of mingling inner silence and
ecstatic conductivity will dwarf any other phenomena we might encounter.
Lower vibrations become quite transparent, to the point where we may not
notice them at all other than their divine essence, much the way our
perception of the physical world becomes illuminated. We zoom right by lower
vibrations, wherever they may be. Likewise, they will not notice us,
except as a non-specific/distributed radiance in their environment.
It is a good thing we are doing for all beings, earthly
Abiding inner silence (witness), the essential quality of spiritual growth,
is beyond the realm of spirits.
Higher energies (angels, etc.) will be transcended also, and only
their purest essence will be noticed in our life in the form of outpouring
divine love. It is what they are, and what we are.
In that sense, the more inner silence we have coming up, the more guardians
we have everywhere on every level, as we are releasing it all in stillness.
Our life becomes an evolutionary flow in stillness, no matter what else may
be going on inside or outside us.
transformed to its highest expression. We get used to having that
kind of natural support. It all becomes one thing - outpouring divine love -
stillness in action. We are That.
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lesson content on the relationship between abiding inner silence, spirits,
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The guru is in you.
discussion on the process of inner purification and opening, see the
Deep Meditation book.
For discussion on experiences encountered in expanding inner space, see the
Spinal Breathing Pranayama book.
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